inspire-indiana Chapter 105 It hurts so much
Chapter 105 It hurts so much
He had never experienced such a feeling of happiness before!
When he had it at this moment, he felt how wonderful and special it was.
He hugged Zhou Lingge, as if his empty heart was completely filled and fulfilled at this moment!
Qin Feiling's eyes were dim, and he lowered his head and kissed her forehead with his thin lips.
"Yes, you are pregnant with my child."
"Ge'er, I'm really happy."
His fingertips gently stroked her belly. His blood was growing in her body. It would not be long before she would give birth to a beautiful child for him.
A child that belongs to both of their bloodlines!
The more Qin Feiling thought about it, the happier he felt. The corners of his mouth curled up and never fell.
He was really looking forward to the day when the baby would be born.
If it is a girl, he will put everything in front of her and give her the best fatherly love.
If it was a boy... he would teach everything he knew and leave his most precious things to their son!
Qin Feiling thought so, and a faint light flashed in his eyes.
At this moment, he made a major decision without any hesitation!
Zhou Lingge buried her little face in his broad and warm chest, and her body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
Qin Feiling frowned and his heart skipped a beat.
"Ge'er, what's wrong with you?"
He held her shoulders and looked down to check on her.
Zhou Lingge's face was covered with tear marks, and her eyes were filled with fear. "Your Majesty, could this all be a dream of mine?"
"Or is it that Your Majesty is joking with me and deliberately trying to cheer me up?"
Because I care too much, I worry about gains and losses and look uneasy.
Qin Feiling especially understood Zhou Lingge's current mood.
He just felt a little distressed.
He gently wiped the tears from her face with his fingertips: "It's not a dream, and I won't joke about such things. Ge'er, you are really pregnant, you are really pregnant with my child."
Zhou Lingge lowered his eyes and did not look happy at all.
Qin Feiling frowned, noticing that something was wrong with her mood.
He whispered, "Ge'er, what's wrong with you? You're pregnant with my child, aren't you happy?"
Zhou Lingge suddenly broke free from Qin Feiling's arms like a frightened bird, pulled up the quilt to wrap herself up, and huddled in the corner of the bed.
She couldn't help but tremble, and was extremely frightened.
"I remember that before I passed out, the Queen Mother punished me by making me kneel... I know that the Queen Mother dislikes me, and I am truly terrified. I don't understand why the Queen Mother hates me. Since I entered the palace, I haven't done anything to offend the Queen Mother, so why would she treat me like this?"
"Now, I have your Majesty's child. The Queen Mother...will she not allow me to give birth to this child? Or will the Queen Mother give my child to someone else to raise? Everyone in this harem hates me and wants to kill me. I am so weak...how can I protect my child?"
The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became.
Her voice was filled with tears and sobs. "The Queen Mother doesn't like me. She will definitely find a way to give my child to another concubine to raise... Wuwu, Your Majesty. I carried this child for ten months and gave birth to him with all my might. If I give this child to someone else to raise, I might as well die right now to avoid the pain of separation from my own flesh and blood."
Speaking of this, Zhou Lingge's thoughts were involuntarily brought into the memories of his previous life.
She still remembered the difficult labor and heavy bleeding she'd endured when giving birth to Xiao'er, nearly resulting in both her death and her death. While half asleep, she suddenly heard the baby's faint cry. She'd been completely drained of strength, but hearing the baby's cry, her body suddenly surged with strength, supporting her. She instantly regained consciousness, enduring the excruciating pain below, and, despite that dangerous situation, she gave birth to Xiao'er.
She was so exhausted that she couldn't even open her eyes, but she murmured, "Let me hug him..."
The child she gave birth to with great effort was a piece of flesh that fell from her body.
Even though this child is not the flesh and blood of her beloved, even though this child was not born as she expected, she still loves him.
This is the only relative in this world who is connected to her by blood.
This was the flesh and blood that she had risked her life to separate from her body. No mother doesn't love her child.
She even thought that she would just live a good life with her child and never think about leaving the palace again.
Who knew that she never got to hold Xiao'er in her arms in the end.
When she woke up again... Zhou Shiya told her that the child she had given birth to after a near-death experience had died.
She clutched Zhou Shiya's arm tightly and cried hysterically, "I don't believe it... I clearly heard his cry before I passed out. How could he die so suddenly? Big sister... give my child back to me."
"Where is he…is he a boy or a girl?"
"Eldest sister, can you let me see him?"
Although Zhou Shiya pretended to be very sad at that time, what was hidden in her eyes was a smug smile after success.
She told Zhou Lingge over and over again that the child she had given birth to was dead. The child's face was black and blue as soon as he landed. He was suffocated to death... Because the death was so horrific, His Majesty had the child buried.
Zhou Lingge was shocked. She got off the bed and knelt in front of Zhou Shiya.
She kowtowed to her, crying at the top of her lungs, "Take me to see him...I want to see him no matter if he's dead or alive. He's my child...he's the flesh that fell from my body. Why didn't you let me even take a look at him before you disposed of him?"
"My child, I haven't even hugged him yet. He hasn't felt my warmth yet. Even if he wants to leave, he must know who his mother is."
"Eldest sister, I beg you to let me see him one last time. I beg you to let me see my child..."
Zhou Shiya's heart was extremely cold and hard. Even when she crawled at her feet and cried and begged at the top of her lungs, she did not show any mercy.
She pried Zhou Lingge's hands apart, looked at her crazy appearance, and just sighed with feigned pity, then turned and left mercilessly.
Zhou Lingge got up from the ground like crazy and tried to stop Zhou Shiya. The palace servants surrounded her and pressed her to the ground... controlling her movements.
They said she was crazy.
At that moment, she was indeed crazy. The child she had worked so hard to give birth to after ten months of pregnancy was gone before she even had a chance to look at him.
How cruel is this to a mother? It is like cutting her heart again and again.
It hurts, it really hurts!
She struggled hard, trying to break free from the abyss of hell...but no one came to save her, no one could help her!
Her whole life was a joke!